I love you but….

I feel this incandescent rage burning in my soul, I lost all control as I showed him to the door, I felt a volcano erupting inside me, waiting to spill over, I asked could he hurt me any more, I never wanted it to be like this, but it’s his love I truly missed, but…

Right guy…..

I want a guy who inspires me, not someone who expires me, Someone who has my soul on fire, making music with my minds eye Making love like we’re dancing in the universe Instead I’m feeling cursed could it possibly get worse….. Cocoa rose 2016 (c) β€οΈπŸ’›πŸ’šπŸŒΉ

Ode to melanin

I live being black, I breathe black, I look in the mirror and thank jah for being black this is not a curse but an eternal blessing bestowed upon us until the day we cross over I love me I love us black every day unapologetically I don’t ask permission I just am Its innate…

Anger……

If I was to be honest this is a promise, The anger plaguing my heart shall one day depart And the pain crushing my heart against my chest like waves crashing against the shore shall one day depart And if I was to explain this distance I’m here in person but my mind had gone…

New bloom….

Plucked open my soul like a delicate flower, peeled back the layers, he wanted to nourish me with his healing Said he wanted to kneel in my love that I thought no longer existed in my bruised battered heart…….Cocoa rose 2016 (c) β€οΈπŸ’›πŸ’šπŸŒΉ

Soul gazing…..

He read my soul carefully and slowly as if it were the pages of a new book he didn’t want to damage, he read my soul as if the story just leapt up and blurred his vision the only way to clear his eyes was to dig deeper….. cocoa rose 2016 (c) β€οΈπŸ’›πŸ’šπŸŒΉ

Sadness….

I could see the pain behind her big brown eyes, though she tried to hide it there was no surprises Her soul was screaming to be set freed but she felt it was only a dream None of this seems real it’s as if her life was playing on a movie reel Drawing me in…

Pain

Her tears drip drip dripped down her face like a leaky tap unable to sustain itself Her emotions were a whirlpool churning up inside her though she vowed not to become a black hole devoid and empty She was teetering on the edge of complete insanity it was not a man to rescue thee but…

Emotion

Rain fall He drenched my earth with his rain saturating me with essence felt like we were in the middle of the Amazonian rainforest of the trees could tell a tale that would say we saw everything our sounds echoed by the trunks and the brownness and sweetness was rivalled by our melanin becoming one………

His feeling you but you’re unsure….

Hello ladies, let’s chat shall you ever been in that situation where you found a man attractive but didn’t have feelings for him as of yet? Well I have and when he admitted how he felt I wasn’t in to him like that or to put it better I wasn’t ready for him. Its a…