He laid me back down on the bed and I thought to myself I’ve done it finally.

He climbed back on top of me and rested his head on top of my breasts he called it his cushion, I could feel his heart beat on top of mine. I could feel the burning between my legs getting worse and worse as reality hits and my body screams in pain for what I had just done.

My virginity stripped away by the man i love who had just fallen asleep I don’t mind the silence is peaceful, it allows me to collect my thoughts. I remember when he got behind me kissed my neck, I remember him giving me my first taste of extasy I wanted to taste more of him but all in good time.

I wondered when I leave in a few hours will I be able to get in contact with him or will he ignore me, I’ve heard tales from my friends who say after a man has spread yuh legs you don’t hear from him again but I believe he will be different.

I could smell him on me not just because he was lying on me but I could smell him everywhere it was intoxicating I wanted to wrap myself into him and never rub his scent of it’s mine apart of me……

My body also felt different even though his penis was no longer imbedded deep in my pussy I could still feel it, it was like I was experiencing it all over again his hands I could still feel them on my full breasts.

My eyes got wider as I realised he had woken up, and I wasn’t imagining it he was pleasuring me once more please pussy don’t fail me now…..

Written by Sistah Soul